My basic feeling is that I constantly have to justify my existence. And that I have to somehow ask people for acceptance. Prove that they should accept me and that's sick. Because no person should earn acceptance, because acceptance comes from the fact that I'm human. But such a complex lives in me. Which causes me to constantly have to do something to confirm that I'm an important part of society. I laugh at myself about it, but unfortunately such a thing exists. And in some way it drives my social activism. I try to lead people to accept me. And it happens. Even people who are hostile toward me, like officials (...) and they learned to call me Pani Żaneto [Ms. Żaneta - feminine formal address, acknowledging her gender identity]. One can consider it a certain success, that even my enemies accepted it. However, I have this feeling that I'm on the censored list. And I wanted to bring that in.